Must I Wait All My
Life; or, The Misery Song
(Uncouth-and-not Anthem of the Particular and
General Unconscious)
Must I wait all my life for a certain
thing to happen?
Must I spend all my days just in
dozin', just in nappin'?
Isn't there to be a fire? Won't
some color come?
Am I blind? have I no luck? am I
just plain dumb?
Must I wait all my life for a certain
person's comin'?
Will I die, my life gone, and still
a love tune hummin'?
Is my life to be empty? Won't some
real love come in it?
Is my life just to be one grey minute
after minute?
God, I could scream. God, I could
tear myself to pieces-
I'm the boredest human of the whole
damn human species.
I could bite, I could cry, I am
hell tired of waitin'-
When the Lord made me he did some
bum creatin'.
I listen for a sound but all I do
is listen;
What other people get it always
seems I'm missin'.
I'm in a deep unhappy ditch, I'm
as miserable as sin.
Must I wait all my life for life
just to begin?
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